just an update
Just to update you all. i'm doing ok. i'm in the middle of writing out everything thats happened between the time i left for south africa and now. I'm a bit of a mess,very down and feel worse now cos i'm just in from a night out(i wasn't drinking that just makes me worse) and i was getting chatted up and all i could think of was my ex(even after all he's done). i hope this passes.
I'm back to work so at least thats keeping me busy and i start college in two weeks and going to work towards a carrer(sp) that i want.
So sorry its taken so long to write down whats been happening up i just haven't been up to it.
thanks for all your support so far i really don't know what i would of done without this place.