Re: i did it again even though i begged for a 2nd chance last time
I am sorry you feel bad. Feeling bad is never a good thing. I can't offer any wisdom as to why you are making these choices. If you can't figure it out on your own, counseling is a good decision.
If you have not yet done so, your bf must know and be allowed to make an informed decision as to his future.
I am editing this as I just read some of your other posts and realize this is not about cheating. Cheating is a small secondary problem. You cannot attack your source problem by focusing on the results. You have to atack the problem at the source, where the bad choices start, and the influence played by the mind altering substances you ingest. Get clean first, the other problems will be easier to address when you do. If you don't get clean, you will waste time wondering why you make bad choices.
Last edited by Music4All; 11-08-2005 at 08:13 AM.