| | Over-analyzer here :-) looking for some advice/oppinions
Something kind of happened between my boyfriend and I last night that I'm not quite sure what to think of. A little background info: we are both 18, been dating for 2 months and we are absolutely perfect for each other. Everything is great between us. Anyway, I had some wine (probably a little too much) and I was acting kind of ridiculous...coming onto him like crazy. I told him that I was all with him and I barely felt the alcohol. In the heat of it all, we ended up having sex. So far it sounds like no big deal right? Well it was our first time, and although things had been getting quite physical with us, we both wanted to wait as long as we could. I don't really regret it, I just kind of regret how it happened. Honestly, I wasn't all there, and I did feel the wine. Afterwards I was being a complete jerk to him, like he had taken advantage of me...even though I truly don't think he did, and I know he never would. We talked today and agreed that we both kind of messed up, but we loved each other and it wouldn't affect us. But it is bothering me. I don't know if it's his fault, for not stopping me, or mine for getting drunk and throwing myself all over him. I know, I'm crazy. Any advice would be great though. Thank you!