Re: Well.... Bit of an update
Hi Emma, I'm so pleased that you are going so well. And I wish you all the best for your new future!
I remember reading your posts back before he went overseas (not sure if you went too). I remember thinking, gee this guy is really sick and still he's being a jerk, but I rationalised it that he was just afraid and wanted to live it up as much as he could with whatever time he had left... however that didn't mean he got to hurt you in the process.
One would think that if he is so sick, he would want the ones who really love and care for him to be around him. Doesn't he have a limited time to live, or has that diagnosis changed? But honestly, you have no need to feel guilty or whatever. You tried to do your best but he chose to live a different life. He made his bed well and truly, and no one could have expected you to put up with that... for whatever reason. So he's professing his love for you now... haven't you heard it all before? He keeps playing the same vicious game with you, and I for one am so glad that you are smart enough to have changed the rules and stopped playing. But you are an angel for still wanting to be there for him in his time of need and sickness. Many others would have told him where to go, sick or not.
It's great you have been able to move on. It's been a long process, but you now only have hope and happiness ahead. Don't let him guilt you into not pursuing that will you? This new cutie, and any other guy you will encounter will be all the poorer for not having a chance with you if you do!!!
Again, best wishes to you... yes you have proven that it's possible to live and love again! Good on you!
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