| Akward and bothersome
My family, in-laws and friends are going through some major problems. If it isn't financial it's a relationship problem! My sister and her husband are talking about splitting. She has been trying to keep a stiff upper lip for me because it is getting close to the end of my pregnancy, but I know she is falling apart inside. Although they haven't officially split and judging from the way they acted together this weekend and the giant hickey on her neck I was hoping that things had taken a turn for the better! The rumors are already flying that they are seperating and I don't know what too say. I just pretend I don't know anything. I have been dreading what was suppose to be my surprise baby shower (found out early) because I felt guilty for celebrating when my family and friends were all so down in the dumps! What was akward was my sister's husband and his female co-worker have been confiding too one another about their marriage issues. Well he says he's not but he just lets her tell him her problems with her husband. Anyway he wants to hang out with her more, supposably as a friend outside of work and he believes that as a friend they can hang out like he does with his guy friends. My sister does not like this at all and of course one of the guests at my baby shower was this female in question! I have no idea who invited her and I was surprised she was there because we haven't been close since school. Anyway, my sister and this female sat and chatted but I could feel a little bit of tention there. I figure they did it for my sake. Anyway have been trying to focus on my happeness and my soon to arrive bundle of joy but I catch myself feeling guilty for being happy when everyone else is sad. I know they all want me to forget about their issues but how can I when I see their long faces or hear something about their situation?
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