Originally Posted by deanl
...says she does not know how she feels...i have forgiven but i am unable to forget. i love her but sometimes hate her and think to myself how could she have done what she did....dl
You are in a one sided fantasy and the worse part is...there is no romance in it, not really.
You are now lying to yourself that you have forgiven her. Well, DON'T! There is no happiness in this even if "you try again"