i was in a relationship for 8 years and have a young child (7). my partner admitted to having an affair at some point during our relationship and things became difficult. we decided to live in different places but maintained a loving relationship. she meet someone else and kept me on the go at the same time. she has now stopped seeing this guy and says she does not know how she feels. we still sleep together and get on very well. the events that lead to our break up still linger in my mind and i am confused. i am unable to decide on which way i should go.
i have forgiven but i am unable to forget. i love her but sometimes hate her and think to myself how could she have done what she did. i would like to keep things together as i know that would be best for my daughter.
i think she is pregnant, cant be the other guy, she has not seen him for over a month. he still texting her. i have said she should break contact, she refuses. it feels like a complete mess. she says she loves me. we sleep together every night.