| | Serious Advice wanted
I'll try to sum it up 11 yrs ago had a boyfriend we sorta were in the begining stage and not together much. ANyway I meet and maried someone else which has been on and off do to his physical abuse, drugs, jail etc. Anyway during the times we were apart (sometimees for 2yrs) I would still run into ex and the chemistry was still strong between us(people used to through us together stating they knew we loved each other.) here lies the problem. I have always loved the first I do mean really loved. But out of upbrining I have tried everything to maintain my mariage even though it is one sided, sexless, no romance, no conversations..I am presently working to get out of it. Leagally. Two days ago I recieved a letter from the first, telling me that he misses and loves me and in honestly I truely still love him, but I don't want to feel like the bad person. I would love to do nothing more than be with him, and I know my marriage is ending but I don't want to feel like I am cheating.
Is it okay to persue this from afar?