Hey guys. I need some serious guidance here. This should be a no brainer but something keeps me second guessing myself.
Just to give you some info, my gf broke up with me about 2 months ago. We recently got back together a little over a month ago. We have serious trust problems that we need to resolve which is mostly on her part. I'm 24 y/o, young professional, and live in a very lively part of the city. I have a lot going for me right now. I wanted to get back together with her so bad that I was willing to sacrafice a lot of things to try to gain her trust back. However, for some reason I feel like it's not worth it anymore. I love this girl to death but I start at my new company on monday and I just feel like I'm starting a new chapter in my life. She's only 21 and I feel like we are at different levels in life right now.
She's very mature for her age and I feel she wants to settle down way too fast, get married, the whole 9. I thought I wanted to do the same but I'm starting to make some serious bookoo bucks right now and I feel like my youth is slipping away from me. I really do miss the single life but I know it's a double edged sword. I am a very social person. My job requires me to be and I really can't stay put. I really don't know what to do. I really want to work things out and get the best of both worlds and enjoy life with her but as of the moment, i feel suffocated and trapped. please advise!