Wow! Sounds like you know me better than I do.
Thanks for your opinon.
After I posted this I sent him a text an apologised again, and he agreed to do something this weekend - in the daytime!
I'm not sure what I was doing by cancelling all the time. I can see now how it could be taken the wrong way, and I do feel really bad about it. The problem has been (and I have told him this), I have to travel an hour to and from work each day, and then he lives another 40 minutes away... so doing things on Friday night is not really convenient for me.. However, that always seemed to be when it was convenient for him. I should have always said no.. instead of giving any hope... I guess.
I am probably very insecure. At the last minute, things do go through my head. For some reason he likes me, and I am kind of afraid that he will chnage his mind once he knows me. I know it's silly.
And I think that having too much
experience is my problem - too many bad experiences, anyway! I've had two 2-year relationships with guys that were very over-protective of me, yet they still lied and other stuff...... and I admit that those bad things do run through my head when I think of getting to know someone new. I've been single since May (and still enjoying it)... but I feel that I do have to start seeing other people soon, or I never will!
Thanks again. The above may not make sense, but you did help! Thanks!