Having a really bad night....
I broke NC a few days ago. Had been NC for over 4 months.
Apologizing for the way I acted.
She didn't respond. It's been a couple days, still no response.
I don't necessarily regret sending the apology, but I feel awful tonight.
I feel completely alone. Like she's got all these friends to help her forget, and I have nobody.
I feel awful. Horribly depressed. Did I make a mistake?
I know I sound pathetic. But I really thought she was the one.....