Chokes you cause he got caught? reminds me all to well of my ex..
It will only get worse with time.
and when you finally do leave. You will BE SOOOO relieved. Finally you could start you new life!
Don't be scared to be alone. Do u have family to stay with? The last thing you should be worrying about is being alone, id rather be alone ANY DAY then unhappy everyday.
Men like him want to be the superior one. It is going to be unbearable living with someone like him for the rest of your life.
Until you find a man one day that does treat you with love and affection everyday, my dear you have no idea what your missing.
I have a feeling you're going to make the right decision. I think you already want it bad enough.
He is going to be superior to you for the rest of your life
You will never win. And don't let his guilt tripping you stop you from doing what you need to do.