What is going on with me??
I figured a place where there's no bias and nobody is taking sides would be the best place to try and find out what is going on with me.
I have been with my boyfriend for almost a year now, wonderful man (most of the time). In the last couple of months however, I don't know what is going on with me but I feel like I need to know what he's doing, who he's calling, etc etc all the time. I have become a jealous person during the time I've been dating him, and its an outrageous jealousy ex. getting angry when he wants to hang out with his friends.
The reason I write is because...well... I realize I'm being "the crazy girlfriend." Thing is, this came out of the blue. I KNOW I'm not this person. I have never been jealous like this in the past. I've never been one to care about any of these things, but rather was too relaxed on all aspects in past relationships. It's driving me nuts that out of nowhere I act like this, because right after I do it I realize how unlike me it was to freak out at him about stupid things.
Needless to say, I know I'm just driving him away.
I'm not sure if I'm looking for an answer to this problem, but maybe some input from somebody that has had this happened before (women and men alike).