Hello again,
I know I have not been posting here much but for those that don't remember me I am the girl whose b/f after 7 years cheated. I'm sure you can find some of my old post. Anyway, I was living in Florida when everything happened but I have now moved back home to NJ. I did still talk to my ex for about a month until I found out that once again he was still seeing the girl he cheated on me with and lying to both of us. I have had it! I told him that I hate him, and that he makes me sick, I even told him I hope he lives a life filled with misery like the misery and hell I lived in for 8 months. I have not spoken with him or had any contact with him now for one month, and I feel so much better!!!!!!! My ulcer and heartburn in my stomach is healing! I can eat real food again! I am laughing again instead of crying. I'm even talking to a couple guys hehe
I wish I would ve let him go sooner! Letting him go was the best thing I have ever done for myself! I know he is still with this girl and they are moving in together and you know what? I truly don't care. When I found out that he was lying once again, that was like the last straw. Yea it still hurts sometimes, but right now I feel more anger and bitterness than sadness.
I just want to say thank you to everyone here for trying the best you could to make me get rid of this guy. lol. I wish I would ve listened sooner. And I want whoever is reading this that may be going through a hard time to know that it does get better. I was with him for 7 years and I was in the process of planning our wedding, then I find out that he was bringing some girl to the house while I was at work. I was crushed. I made him my whole entire world which is mistake numeral uno. When he left me I had nothing. I mean nothing. I was so low. I cried non stop even in my sleep and I stopped eating and lost a ton of weight and develop some sort of ulcer. But he has only been out of my life for a month and I already feel better. You will never be able to heal until you get him or her out of your life. I actually never understood that until now. lol
