Mummy25

Hi all,

My head seems to be all over place right now.

Before last week my boyfriend and I had not had sex in over 2 years and I was getting really frustrated with him rejecting me all the time. I had been having so many talks with him over them years why he does not want sex with etc.

In this years we were having this problems I started thinking of this guy I use to see. I wouldn't say we went out as we only like slept together twice. I do know deep down think about him all the time. I do miss him but he was bad news plus was in a bit of a tricky situation. So worried that if I see him he might be so angry with me still.

Now Oh and I are having sex and he seems to be a changed man feeling a bit strange about the whole change. He never use to like going out and would sit at home all the time. Now because he is busy working and other things he seem willing to go out with me. He cuddles me a lot in bed and he just pays me more attention which I am loving.

What I am confused about is why I keeping this of this guy I use to see and he is such a player. Am I in love with him?

My boyfriend is being good to me and I don't want spoil the fact we seem to happy again.
I'm just also confused about having tricky conversations with him which might cause us to argue.

advice please