Hate to hear about your problem. Are you trying to savage our relationship? If not, don't sweat it. He couldv'e told you what he said because he didn't know how to reject you without hurting your feelimgs. He probably didn't know how to let you knw he didn't feel the same way. You have right to feel hurt by his ugl remark, but I can almost promise there was an unground reason why he said what he said. Don't beat yourself up. Some people are meant to just be friends. If you guys are meant to bmore, it'll happen. Maybe not when your looking for it , but when you least expect it.