I'd been with bf for 3 years and we'd been having problems for some time now. Last night in the heat of an argument I broke up with him. Deeply regretting it now. Don't get me wrong. This is something that I've been wanting to do for a while but just waiting for the right time to do it. I picked the worst time ever. I did it over the telephone. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/t_down.gif
I know, I deserve to be yelled at for that. It's just something that you do not do. Never break up with someone over the phone. I wanted to do it in person so that we could try and talk things out and I could better explain things because when you're on the phone it's easy to just hang up and then not answer when the person calls back. That's the case here. I really want to talk about this with him but I'm afraid to call him. He started crying last night and told me that he had to go and I couldn't work up the nerve to call him back.
What if I never get him back now? I really wanted to work things out with him. We had been taking some time apart and it's only been about 2 weeks into that. He started asking a whole lot of questions and I didn't want to answer them. Stuff like, have I decided what I wanted to do, when do I want him to come back, what did I really want, etc. I didn't know the answers to those and he kept pushing me until we started arguing. I don't know what to do now. I'm such a jerk http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/bang.gif
I miss him like crazy and yes I still love him. No I don't want to be with him, but I do want him in my life somehow. He's my best friend. There's no one in the world that's a friend like him. What am I gonna do?
Someone please give me some advice or something. If you need to know anymore I will tell you. Just ask away. I also have another post on this board that has a lot about us on it. Thanks in advance. http://www.healthboards.com/ubb/confused.gif