Jennak

I recently told you all that I sent an email informing him that I knew about the other girl. Well, we had to work together Friday. The first thing he did was track me down. He was in a frenzy, talking a mile a minute before he even got within 10 feet of me. He said, Do you even know who this girl is? She has a kid, and a boyfriend that she's engaged to. I said-Why should that mean anything to me...that did'nt stop you from coming after me when I had a boyfriend--? He did not elaborate on the number that I'd found, and I chose not to pursue the topic. Instead, I told him that what had bothered me the *MOST* was that when I HAD initially come to him, wanting to know what the deal was, he had taken the coward's way out, and had blamed the tension between us on me, rather than be upfront about this other girl.

He said that the feelings I had for him were mutually felt on his part. He said he just wished that everything felt more "natural" like it did in the beginning. How can things be natural, when one of the people involved is lieing? Duh!!!

After all of the mixed messages and the "other girl" incident, I had blocked him out of my email so that he could'nt email me anymore. I needed a break and he has been making me crazy for weeks.

The blocked email thing seemed to stress him out considerably. At the end of the day, he approached me again, and asked if I would let him back into the email. I said give me a night to think on it and told him to have a nice evening. Like a DORK I lifted the email block. Of course, I have no email from him. Then today at work, he was as distant. What the **** does this person want from me?? Nothing should be this much work.

jenna

[This message has been edited by Jennak (edited 08-17-2003).]