So glad I found this board.
Its Christmas...my boyfriend just left for his mothers. He has been a "sweet" guy for 4 years..but he moved in a little over a year ago...and I have realized..he is not what I need.
I only liked one of my Christmas presents...and he ended up spending money on me at "TIFFANYS" and I don't like jewlery set he gave me. I don't want to hurt his feelings...I know he must have spent tons of money on it....and I could care less. I want to be happy....I was supposed to go to his mothers today at some point and i JUST DONT WANT TO.
He thinks I'm staying home to cater to my adult kids 24 and 21...but I am stayin home because I WANT to cater to my kids....I want to be alone...I want to breathe...I want to cry...ALONE....I can't even get into the shower, I'm so depressed.
Hope others are feeling better than I am today....And I hope over the coming year...I find the strength to tel this man what I am really feeling. I get more and more depressed...as time goes by
know how you feel, my christmas days been rubbish. details on my thread if you fancy a read so you dont feel alone. just enjoy your time on your own and pamper yourself, see the kids and enjoy the time. what is it you dont need/want from your boyfriend anymore? whats he done? p.s my boyfriend sucks too.