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My girlfriend who is also my babymother is the almost perfect woman in the world. I love her almost more than words could find to express. I happen to be the guy who girls are always fond of and she really didnt have a problem with it until lastyear. She went overseas and all was good. While she was away she happen to run into her ex-boyfriend and they took some pictures together, i was jealous at first but she re assured that they were kool. But they will always be good friends. even though i love her so much and i do know she loves me, sometimes i feel neglected or out of place-more like ignored. When i share how i do feel about it, she is always sorry. But my problem are the apoligizes, she is always sorry. I do have my ways-cuz i am miserable at times. While she was away i met this girl who reminds me so much of her and i gravitated to her. I didn't touch her cuz i loved my girlfriend so much. She came home and saw quite a few message in my phone of convos we had and boy she got discoloured. Now its like she hates me, if i had touch her, i would have understand,but i hadnt. she doesnt want to hear word i have o say all she does is to call me a liar and a cheater. There were millions of opportunities i had hwere as i could have had her, but i didnt. I told her i jus wanted a friend, jus needed some attention. I dont know what to do nor say to show her how much she means to me and that i would never betray her. All she does is giving cold sholders. What do i do to earn a trust again?
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