Re: Having a hard time today
It's hormones that make you miss the good times. The oxytocin that is created by the brain in a female during bonding takes a long time to go away. You are going through withdrawal from it, and you will have times where you will feel okay with your decision, and times where you feel totally depressed and miss the good times.
Just hang on to the bad times, force yourself to remember times that were not good, things he did, etc. - even write them down on paper if you need to so you can look at them. Read them to yourself when you're feeling depressed and missing the good times.