Re: Feeling like i can't go on
You should've been taken by the Police to a ER where they handle date rapes. The Sexual abuse nurse will check with a light during the exam and see if there's tears in your vaginal lining that will show that you were indeed raped. It's not too late to contact your local hospital to find which one takes care of sexually abused women and you can still get counseling for this and your BF also. Your BF is way out of line not believing you. There's no way you would forget all that happened if you were drunk, you were drugged. Take care.
DDD in Lumbar spine with leg sciatica. Facet joint pain.
fentanyl, Cymbalta, C-spine-C6-C7 nerve impinging. L4-5 disc bulge with bone spur prominent facets