I am married to one of the sweetest people in the world. She loves me, her family likes me, my family adores her, all my friends think she's great and the best thing ever...and well, she is.
But a year into this thing, I'm fighting the same demons that ended my first marriage. Yes, that's right. I've been in this place before.
I'm 28, on my 2nd marriage, and the anxiety, panic attacks, and depression are coming on as strong as they were in my first marriage. Somedays it's debilitating. At one point in my first marriage, I couldn't even leave my house for 2 months because the panic attacks were so often and so severe I was paralyzed.
After dealing with the guilt of the failure on my first marriage, I thought I was ready again. Now I'm just scared of history repeating itself.
I'm going to resume therapy, but I just had to throw this out there to see if anyone else has had similar issues.
Thanks for the input.