| | Re: Don't love my husband
Thanks for your reply. There has been so much dishonesty in our marriage from day one! Like being 7 months pregnant alone (my family and friends lived in a different state) and finding your husband on adult friend finder looking to meet up with other women. Then theres the porn addiction he has thats more important then spending quality time with his wife. Our relationship in the beginning was long distant and even throughout our marriage it still has been that way with his career. He is a chef, so he gets home when im sleeping and the kids and I leave for school/work when he is sleeping. I have begged and pleaded to do marriage counseling, and he tells me he has nothing wrong with him and he is not spending the money. How can he tell me that everything is fine for him? He sleeps on the couch down stairs every night (which is what he is doing as I type this). He also goes and buys a boat while Im out of the state last week, and when I get home I find out he used me as a co-signer without my permission?!?! How is that fair when Im not allowed to take money out of his account for gas? We have so much finical issues that this was the last thing we needed.
I asked if we could pay off more debt then maybe in a year get him a new boat, he obviously couldn't wait and did it all while I was gone. I found out tonight that he is going to be in fishing tournaments next spring so that will be even less time together for us. It's starting to affect me at work, I had to leave early because I ended up with a panic attack, everyone must think Im crazy!
Im so sorry for venting, but you are the first person I have talked to about all this and it feels good to get it all out.
I hope everything works out for you as well. Thanks for listening!
Last edited by Administrator; 01-15-2013 at 10:14 PM.