I am the one who always gets hurt. But I still TRY to keep my heart open for someone else who comes along.
Well, I met this guy two years ago.
We became best friends. We talked all the time some times 'til 4am. He was all I had. I was all he had.
Long story short, we started to date 7 months ago.
- We get along so well.
- Have things in common.
- Laugh all the time.
- I can be myself around him.
- He makes me happy.
Things were going great...to me at least.
He broke up with me on Thanksgiving. (Happy Thanksgiving to me!!! :\ )
( He did, however, find it difficult to breakup with me and had a hard time deciding if he wanted to)
He told me how we should go back to how we were before we started dating. He finds it easy to deal with. I find it very difficult to deal with talking to him every night knowing I cannot have him and seeing as how I still have very strong feelings for him. Yet, I find it even more difficult..."deleting" him from my life completely. We were such great friends and he is still my best friend.
What do I do guys? I want to keep him around because he means so much to me as a friend even though I still might...love him???
Any advice/support is helpful to me.