Re: I need someone to talk to
I really feel for you. Do you have a family to talk to? What about your old friends- could you still contact them? Just because you've withdrawn yourself doesn't mean the friendship is destroyed. I am sure if you said that you needed to talk they would listen and be helpful, and even help you restore some of your past friendships.
Don't stop taking the pills. It may not seem that they are helping but consult a doctor before doing anything drastic like that.
You could try counselling or theropy of somesort, I'm sure, which could help to some degree. Speak to your doctor if you decide to and I'd advise you too anyway with you feeling as you do.
Take care. Hope it works out for you.