makeworldgoaway

If I'm so psychotic & irrational why do I come up with logical conclusions to things that happen? Someone gave us a cake that I didn't really want because I didn't think I could trust this person, but I didn't know what to say. I was hungry at a later time so I had a few bites-good! Shortly t herafter I felt sick & also sick in the head, hearing things, etc,. so I threw the cake out & got angry & dug up the bottom of the pan with a steak knife.....I've thought for a long time that a certain someone bugged our house with some kind of listening devices. This morning I was alone & I heard a strange "beep" in the kitchen. Unrecognizable. I tried to find a good reason-checked my cellphone, looked to see if my husband forgot his pager & it was beeping...nothing. I think it was one of those listening devices. It's hard to know who to trust. I've supposedly hurt some family members & they're vindictive enough to seek revenge, they've been that way as long as I can remember....& there are a few other groups of people after me...
Mary