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Hi, I am new...I have a bipolar diagnosis, but I wonder if it is something more like Schizoaffective... anyway here's what's going on:
I am not in a mood episode right now, but I am having major paranoia which keeps me in the house almost all the time. I have the feeling that people talk about me including my neighbors. I feel like if I go to a store that people talk about me when I leave. Sometimes I see someone who I think will hurt me and I always think someone will break into my house and hurt me.
The other night I was in bed and saw a shadow-like thing go across my ceiling. It was in the shape of a bat, but was much larger. I thought it was a car going by but when a car went by a few minutes later, I didn't see anything. Later that night I heard my husband's voice in my ear saying, "Hey!" I turned to see what he wanted and he wasn't there. He was sleeping downstairs because I had a cold and I didn't want him to catch it.
What does this sound like to you? Am I losing it?
Last edited by BNLsMOM; 10-30-2009 at 08:37 AM.