I have a problem of punning or double meaning sexual words and phrases when I talk to people. Such as, If someone says "bye" to me I automatically think of the word "bi". It's so anxiety provoking. They know I'm doing it because I look so stunned and have a sick look on my face. The words I pun are graphic sexual acts.
I don't know what to do about it. I do this almost always and I avoid going places because of it.
Can anybody give me some affermation or let me know if they've ever gone through this. It first started happening after a psychoic breakdown years ago. Sometimes I think "normal" people do this to a much lesser degree. (My husband kids that my mind is in the gutter.) I'm schizoaffective, have depersonalization and derealization and borderline personalty. In other words, I'm a very confused person.
Please write with support. AmVan