| | Meds stole my soul
I have been diagnosed about 6 months ago. It was hard at first to get use to the medication. I missed being "crazy". But I kept on using it.
After taking the meds for some time now I cant even remember the feeling of being in a psychosis. I feel as if it is not me that lives anymore, just the medication living through me. I dont question anything, I Just do what I have to.
All I want is to feel something again. I have become just another zombie in society.
Will this wear of over time, or is it a permanent side-effect?
Im on: Zyprexa 20mg