Am I Schizophrenic??? Please help?
I've suffered from depression and anxiety since my teens. Then when I was 20 I hallucinated something and heard something. It then went away, but I was hospitalized when I was 30 for severe depression, didn't hallucinate then but was have disturbing thoughts....I knew they weren't real tho. Now ten years later I'm having those disturbing, intrusive thoughts and I can't get rid of them....very scary. I'm anxious and depressed b/c of them. I was hospitalized about 6 months ago b/c I was suicidal. Not sure what is happening to me, but I don't know if I've been mis-diagnosed. I don't have any thoughts of someone telling me to do anything and I know my thoughts are fake, but make me feel horrible. I feel very confused and detached from things and people. If anyone can help me understand, not sure what I really am now. I feel completely lost. I'm on anti-depressants now and was on them for 10 years and then went off them and this all started up after about 6 months.