Ok Guyz..Just some insight on what we've been talking about with the inner voices, or whatever you want to label them..I think that the fact that we DO know that these voices are not real, and audible in the sense that we hear them outside of our heads, and also the fact that we acknowledge them as strange and disturbing,just reinforces that we are NOT schitzophrenic..Usually the voices schitzo's hear are real to THEM, and they aren't able to differieniate them from reality..The difference is..We can..I've done some research on Schitzophrenia, and it says that the voices are so real to them that their in a whole dimension and world of their own..They also try to shake these voices out of their head and talk back to ''THEM''..I know that I, dont talk back outloud..So theres a big difference..What do you guys think? Hope this is somewhat of a relief and something to consider. ~Jenna~
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Those are some very good points! I've also done a lot of research, and I've thought about all that too. The only time I talk to mine, is if they get to loud, I'll say stop. (if nobody's around) I've just been trying to find out if schizophrenics really HEAR the voice, or if it's just in their head, or if some hear them, and some only in their head. (thinking about this gets confusing!!) You know what I'm saying? I thought forever that everybody had these voices in their heads, until onetime I tried to tell my dad about it, and he couldn't follow me at all, and looked at me like I was saying something really weird. I'm just concerned that this could be the start of schizophrenia, but it could just be my OCD telling me that. I dunno! But thanks for the info, keep it coming!!! Maybe we can figure out what we have together.
At first my doctor told me that I wasn't schizophrenic, which was a huge relief to me. Infact his words were "you're definitely not schizophrenic right now". Then a month later when I went to see him he wasn't so sure after I described the 'voices' to him. Now I don't know what to think or believe. I too worry that this could be the start of schizophrenia and the reason that I can differentiate between reality and 'what's in my head' is because this is only the begining. The other avenues that I believe this MIGHT fall under are extreme OCD (pure obsessional type) or possibly schizoaffective or a mild schizo disorder of some type. I was diagnosed as bi-polar back in '97 but I only fell under the depressive diagnostic, I've never had a manic episode. Not knowing what it is and being left in the dark about the whole thing is what really gets me...The only reason I went to see a doctor was because I started hearing my friend's voices in my head, sometimes in conversation other times they would make comments to me on what I was doing or thinking or whatever. This phenomenon is quite scary because the 'ongoing commentary' fits into a schizophrenic guideline. I also imagine these elaborate scenarios in my head involving me and my friends, kind of like 'what ifs' of life. I don't know if that made any sense but if you can relate then you'll know what I'm talking about. From what I understand neither one of you is taking medication for, I on the other hand take zyprexa and I must say the side effects outweigh the 'voices' symptoms. I went off of it once already but had to get back on it not because the 'voices' were unmanigable but because I panic and have lots of fear that I'm schizophrenic. I'm 22 years old and this is the ripe old age that schizophrenia usually starts. Sometimes it looks like the peices fit, but I hope they don't. -Arebe
I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN ABOUT PLAYING OUT THE "WHAT IF" SCENARIOS! I find myself doing this several times a day about whatever is going on. No, I'm not on medication. The voices haven't been bad until about two months ago. Now they won't go away. Sometimes I'll be sitting around, and I'll think, "Hey, the voices are gone." Then it'll hit me, that before I said that I was having some conversation in my head, so they never really stopped, and just wasn't paying attention to them for a few mintues. (I hope that makes sense) Schizophrenic, or not schizophrenic.. this is the question. It's not as easy to answer as I once thought.
Hey guyz! Sorry it took me so long to reply..I slept alll day..I have to do that when I'm having such bad anxiety and panick attacks, I cant take being awake..So I Just use my klonopin and xnanx..The Xanax gives me really bizzare vivid dreams..and when I wake up I still feel like I'm in it..Like I cant tell where the dream begins and ends..I dont like it..But I dont like being awake either..you know what I mean? Its so frustrating? How old are you musicgurl? Omgosh my boyfriend just left me for the next 5 or 6 hours and I'm already freaking out..I HATE being left alone..I feel like I'm going to lose control and go crazy..Anyways..About if they actually hear them..I THINK they do hear them like someone actually talking to them and their more demonic..like voices telling them to do things that they dont want to..That must be scary as hell! Its disturbing having the conversations that we have inside our heads and the fact we cant just shut them off..But actually having ppl you dont know talking to you in evil tones or whatever would be much worse..Ok..so we'll research it some more..But musicgurl, I honestly doubt you have schitzophrenia..it sounds more like anxiety and panick disorder to me and the ocd! Have you been diagnosed with anything? I know these ppl are suppossed to be knowledgable in the mental health field, but most of them dont really know anything and are just there to dispense medication..I've actually had to tell my dr things! lol..Anyways I hope we figure this out and keep talking..Take care =) W/b! Jenna
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