I guess im getting worse... - Schizophrenia Message Board

rainydaygirl · 10-02-2002, 06:46 PM

They are upping my risperdol. That makes me sad. I have been seeing stuff alot lately. We drove by an old orphanige where people died and I saw little tiny shadows in the windows and up at the gate. It was sad cus they looked like they wanted to escape. It made me cry alot. And now there is a bad shadow in my apartment. My boyfriend tells me not to be scared but I am scared of it because its big and has red in the eyes. I dont know how he got in here. We didnt use to have the bad shadows. I think it followed me from somewhere else. Sometimes I think they are ghosts. I think that its an evil spirit. Im depressed.

Kokopelli · 10-03-2002, 10:10 PM

Rainy,

Don't give in hon just talk to your doctor. And next time you have the urge to hurt yourself please come talk to me.. yes I saw your post on the forum. I am here for you. and we all love you here..

Hugs
Koko

StarCat · 10-04-2002, 02:19 PM

Soft whiskery hugs for RainyDayGirl

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I hope the risperdal does the trick and you start feeling better soon. I have to take risperdal too. I always feel a little like a failure when my meds need adjusting, like it's my fault. But I know that it isn't, and I'm doing the responsible thing by taking care of myself and my problems. And you are too.

dees2010 · 10-06-2002, 09:08 AM

I know some people may not agree, but when you see the shadows, pray the Lord's Blood to cover them. Bless them, and bind them, and they must flee. Take strength that the Lord will not let them hurt you. My husband sees them too, and we do not agree with the meds, too many side effects. God Bless you!!

praxtrax · 10-07-2002, 05:26 AM

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