I am new.. Please help!
I am not sure if there is another post about this, I do apologize if there is and this seems repetitive. For about 5 years now I have had a relationship/friendship with a very loving boy and unfortunately he is Schizophrenic. I think that there may be other illness's along with it but I am unsure of the extent. 2 out of these 5 years have been a relationship. I just have a couple questions and maybe somebody can shed some light on my heart ache. To start, I know it's not me. This is the main thing I am having the hardest time coming to terms with. Every year at the same time and this year I was kind of waiting for it... one moment he Loves me, we spend all of our time together and it's wonderful, then at the drop of a hat... I am the Devil, I am evil, he won't speak, let alone Look at me! It tears me apart. He is not medicated and feels he shouldn't be, he doesn't like the side effects. I can argue till I turn blue in the face and it all means nothing to him. Then a couple months goes by and he misses me and things are the same, then the cycle returns. somebody please help! if anybody can, I would really appreciate it. Any reason as to why this is happening? any guidance on how to help somebody get back on meds? I love him with all my heart and I would do anything to help. My closest friends and family still don't understand why I would waste my time because of past events but I am not willing to give up!