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You know five years ago a had a psycoic break of sort,i thought my mother was the devil,but deep down inside i new it didnt make sense.So for four years i went to war with my mind,i cant tell you the suffering and the pain and te lose of loved ones,but i can honestly say im 90 percent back to normal.The only medicine i took was xanax,i refused anti phtoic medicine.My soul was telling i didnt need it.I believe what saved me was i found helping people healed my mind,working out and regaining my confiendce.Threw this whole ordeal i lost the love of my life,my job,money friends.=,the person to stick by me was the person i thought was the devil,my mom.I think god had mercy on me,because i saw alot iof sick people who r still sick and my heart goes out to them.For family members with a mentaly ill person just remember that person once had dreams,and i know how diffucult mental ill people can be,but trust me were all scared and confesed.The last thing im going to say is LOVE is the most powerful thing in the world,i once had the expierence of having love flood into my soul and it was like god was holding me with his hand.If heaven is love i cant wait.
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