I was perscribed Geodone and Seriquil. I took the Geodone as perscribed, and it seemingly worked. I didnt have any voices, no halucinations (Not that this has really been a problem) but it was bothersome. Throughout the day, I'd have electro music drowning out the voices. Hey, its better than thought projection, right? Well these 'voices' dont seem to care if I'm projecting, or being projected upon. I'm kinda just prey. They constantly bother me. Its to the point that I have trouble sleeping. I dont dream, and I get severly depressed. As I said, I was on Geodone, and to my knowlege that is the top quality medication for schitzophrenia, but at night the effects would dissipate and I would have voices even on the meds. Now I know nothing stops it, but I've kind of lost hope in medicating myself. I know I have a problem, but theres not much I can do when Im constantly being harassed. I was in the hospital, and things were going well. The Geodone was running its course, and things were splendid. Well, as spended as being medicated gets anyway.
Does anyone else think its possible to 'survive' in todays world unmedicated?
Is this just another poor life choice?