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Old 06-21-2008, 03:02 PM   #1
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I really think I'm going crazy...

I had another hallucination in my sleep last night and woke up with a pair of scissors in my arm, had to go to Urgent Care and get 6 stitches. I really don't understand why this is happening to me, nor do I understand how to make it stop. I just want my life back...but don't know if it's too far gone to get it back... I went to Urgent Care by myself because I'm so sick of dragging my husband through all this, he doesn't deserve this nor do my kids. Sometimes I think it would be better if I just left and let them live their lives without my insanity.

Old 06-23-2008, 03:43 AM   #2
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Re: I really think I'm going crazy...

are you taking any medications at the moment?

a major tranquiliser may help to stabalise things for a while

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Old 06-23-2008, 06:37 AM   #3
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Re: I really think I'm going crazy...

yes I'm under the care of both a Psychiatrist and a Psychologist. I alos have BiPolar disorder, PTSD and Chronic Pain. I take Seroquel for the BP, and it is supposed to have some reduction effect on the need to cut. I also take 9 other meds including Lamictal, Zoloft, Topomax, Ambien, Sonata, and Phentanyl, Ultram, and Norco for Chronic Pain. So I'm just basically all around screwed up.

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