Originally Posted by trychocolate
Hi maybe you should try the 'self-injury recovery' board for help and support as your situation is very individualized. Please forgive that poster as they may not have a complete picture of the broad spectrum of problems that some face. Hard to say when someone's name is 'hate' anything, right?
So hang out there if you choose, and don't think there isn't help on the boards for you somewhere!
Thank you so much, you know due to my conditions when I have a really bad day I take prescriptions to help me calm down and I remember those few days I was taking a lot so I did not remember posting it. That was my 1st post ever.
I dont like to call my dr at home and I live out in the middle of nowhere so I somtimes call the crises line but since it is such a small town I know some of the people who work it and I cant really open up to them as I hide this problem.
If I do go to the ER( I have before) they call that person in to talk to me. That makes me feel even worse
I dont want someone to have to come in to work at 3 am just because I have mental problems. I would feel guilty. I am glad you introduced me to the self help forum, My psychiatrist is 300 an hour and an hour drive so he is hard for me to see very often, so maybe I can get some advise in that forum.
Thanks so much and I have not cut since then I had my dosage uped the next day.
After I broke my back I got very depressed and for a long time just wished I would have died and as soon as I was getting over that someone hit me and re hurt my back. its been 3 years of recovery and surgery after surgery, I was a ballarena and a snowboarder now I have to take a bunch of pills.
so thank you so much kind words even from someone I dont know help to lift my spirits.
have a great day