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i used cut every day multiple times for probably 8 months or so it was more of an obsession than a emotional thing it was as normal as brushing my teeth every timei would take a shower i would do my routine and some how cutting got stuck in there it started when i got very depressed and i just didnt stop i went to the psychitrist for a few things this being one of thim and he put me on abilify and i have stopped cutting for probably a month but i did it again last night i dont know why i just did it like the cuts are lines on a paper and the blood drops are code that i have to figure out it very stupid but its coming back i think and i have nasty ugly scars i dont want more my next doc apt is like 3 weeks away should i try to wait it out or not i have heard bad things can happen with meds and stuff and im a **** up i still take stuff to make me happy grr sorry thanks
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