| | want to go back
hey.. i havent been on here for like ages...
well, i havent cut for several weeks (go me?)... anywho, i am having incredible urges to cut my legs (cause people will know if i do my arms) and it is hard to resist... i want to go back to that life (i know i am crazy) of living "on the edge" and cope with the cutting again... i have stopped for my therapist (casue i wont for myself) and it has been working for a while, but now i am having these overwhelming thoughts that are driving me crazy... so tempted to take apart that razor, but every little bit om me is trying to resist...
can anyone help me?
I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it.