ya i agree with blue....you arent crazy or anything like that even if it may seem like thats a good explaination at times...talk to a doc about what going on and maybe meds/theraphy may be able to help you some...
dont give up or worry you much...there is help out there for ya, if you know where to look
When you find peace within yourself, you become the kind of person who can live at peace with others.
Hey there, how are you doing?? I really hope you're hanging in there. You're not worthless. You're not the scum of the world. You do deserve to breathe. You deserve to be happy and love yourself. Things are soooo different on the inside than they are on the outside, huh? Is there anyone that you can talk to? Make an appointment to see your doctor or see a psychiatrist. I can find you some toll free phone numbers that you can call to talk to and they can probably refer you to someone in your area. You don't deserve any of this pain that you are inflicting upon yourself. You are worth so much more than that. Keep your chin up and keep us posted. Take care.
Everyone has kinda said what I wanna say (DAAAMN)...but stuff it...u r not psychotic ro anything. To be honest...admitting yourself to a mental hospital won't exactly fix it. Seeing a psychologist- yes (providing he/he doesn't cost a fortune). They usually get to the root of the problem...and treat u as a 'normal' person...in a mental hospital they are more judgemental. But what do I know?
We are all here for you as well. Don't think u r the only person to suffer from this. Outsiders will never understand WHY it is we do it. They say "just don't cut yourself! It is simple...just dont pick up something and draw it along your skin" or whatever.