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peachatheart · 08-03-2003, 11:19 AM

Hello guys. I'm new. My name's Drew and i have a problem. It's almost as bad as when i used to cut myself. I gave up cutting two months ago because my parents found out (i'm 14) and they thought it meant i was crazy and suicidal. (i don't know if i'm crazy but i do want to die.) but i wanted them to think that things were ok. I stopped the minute my parents knew. I did quite well, i haven't cut since but now I want to start again. And there lies my problem. I don't want to want to start again. i know it's kinda stupid. I'm sure there's loads of people here who can tell me how stupid i am so could you?
Thanks.
Drew

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nothing matters when you're dead except that you'll never do anything else

eminemworshipper · 08-03-2003, 01:30 PM

Hey!
Of course I understand how u're feeling...I have stopped for half a year and still want to do it. You aren't stupid...so I ain't gonna tell u r. U do need to distract urself more or something....give whatever u cut urself with to a friend to keep away from u (if they know) or something. Or phone someone if u feel an urge. Just don't give in x

peachatheart · 08-03-2003, 01:44 PM

I know i'm itching to get a knife in me. It's so hard not to. But i was never adddicted. My subconsious (Sarah) feels shortchanged that i never reached that. Like i just gave up. But that's the problem. I don't have the willpower to not do it because i don't know how bad it gets (if you put "he" or "she" where i says "i" it makes more sense) does it really get bad?

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