| | I want to so bad!
Recently I got into a lot of trouble with my sorority. I made a bad choice that sent me to the hospital (not because of drinking, but because I'm a huge klutz and fell flat on my face on some tile and split my head open), and now they do not want me to participate in my last week ever of college in the house. I know this may seem petty in comparison to a lot of problems that other people have, but the only thing I wanted to do last night was cut my wrists and get into a warm bath to oblivion. I know that this thought process isn't healthy, and so I called one of my friends who used to self-injure and told her that I didn't want to cut but I needed to so I needed somebody around to help me not to. I just needed to be around people. But now, I'm getting the urges again. I screwed up big time and the only thing I want to do at the moment is just fall into an oblivion and forget about all of this.
I just need some advice on how to resist the urges. I was strong enough last night, but they are getting more and more on my mind. Help me please?
Beauty through Pain <3