Today is the 4 year anniversary of my aunts death, I was really close to her. I miss her soo much. It wasnt long after she died I started hurting myself. Today is going to be a really hard to get through.
But you are strong and you can get through it without hurting yourself...think of your Aunt, she wouldn't want you to hurt yourself. The grieving period is a long one and sometimes drawn out. But try to focus on the good times with your aunt, happy times when there was fun and laughter. When you get the urge to harm yourself, replace it with these feelings instead.