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Old 06-16-2011, 12:18 PM   #1
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DStClaire HB User
Post Deep Breaths...

Okay, this is my first post.

I am going to let everything out in this post, while listening to "Now we are free" By Hans Zimmer because it makes me calm.

I have been in recovery for self harm for a month now. I was doing it for a long time before I told my mother about it and we tried to get me help but it just didn't work out. I find it impossible to tell her anything because she suffers from depression herself.

It started when I was fourteen, I was bullied severely at school that's when the depression started to develop, I could it building over the years. My personality changed completely and I began at age of 15 first with a razor then it became a addiction, to the pain. It gave me a rush and I felt good while doing it and then I started finding sharp things to do it with. If I couldn't find anything to cut I would score at my skin with needles or stab myself with pens [Especially at school]

Now I am eighteen, still my brain is messed up and I want to swear so much in this post but I am refraining.
I am now seeing another therapist which is helping me stop.

That's it for now I want to say more but It hurts, you know ?

D. StClaire
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Old 06-16-2011, 09:09 PM   #2
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Re: Deep Breaths...

Yep believe me I know that pain your talking about. Just talk about it at your own pace, nobody will push you here to get your story out quickly.


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Old 06-18-2011, 05:47 PM   #3
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Re: Deep Breaths...

Originally Posted by katlin09 View Post
Yep believe me I know that pain your talking about. Just talk about it at your own pace, nobody will push you here to get your story out quickly.

Your safe here. No pressure or judgement. and Your not alone.

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