Originally Posted by nomeatforme63
Things have gone downhill. I'm pretty much homeless and don't know where to turn. Cutting is pretty much keeping me sane. I don't think.there is one inch of skin untouched. I have urges to drink and use but I haven't not only for myself, but to prove to a friend that I can get by without it. But if she can't even believe in me, why should I? I'm trying to keep my head held high but that's hard to do when others are giving up on me. It feels like I have so much to say, yet I can't say it.
Sometimes life will place you at a crossroad;which path to take may seem difficult but if you focus on your needs and rely upon an inherant need for a better quality of living,you will choose the right one.
It's called the road less travelled and rightfully named because many take the other path,for it is simpler to do so,while others look for other pathways, which never materialize.
The road less travelled represents a path of continued effort and perseverance;not taking "no' for an answer(or excuse) and going the extra distance to do what you ordinarily wouldn't.
If you want something you never had before,you have to be prepared to do things you've never done before,positively.
It requires you to keep an open mind to suggestions,opinions and support by others who represent positivity and have the potential to help you progress,not regress.
worth having is worth working or fighting(metaphorically)for.
People with SI issues can tend to be sensitive beings,leading the pathway for them to be taken advantage of by others.
Please look out for the warning signs of wolve's in sheep's clothing,travelling in groups,pairs or by their lonesome.parading as well-wishers..
You seem to be at a critical point in your life and have to at least try
to take the initiative for a better,healthier you,in my opinion.
Be well and kind to yourself,