| Never Been Here Before
I am not a cutter but I am a person with serious and deep childhood wounds. Mine came out as a severe anxiety disorder that I have had for 40 years. I though I was over it and now it is back 100 times worse than ever - I know the horror of emotional pain and feeling like you are insane....just that mine did not take the path yours has!!
I have gone through decades of being well so I know that it can be done. I am so saddened by what you all are experiencing I want to wrap my arms around you and be the loving father you all needed. The same father I needed!!
Don’t give up hope, there is healing and recovery and the ability to love yourself like others should have. There is nothing wrong with you - the wrong was with persons who should have nurtured and loved you and didn’t.
I wish you were all in the same room so there could be a group hug and support to know that you are valuable and deserve to have peace and happiness.a
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