I think it's a good sign that you're having second thoughts about cutting yourself. It's kind of hard to think of what to say without knowing really anything else about you. What kind of help are you looking for?
If you don't mind me asking, why did you cut yourself? And is this a new behavior for you or have you cut yourself before?
Stupid girl problems and religious reasons, I just don't know what to do. Also I haven't had no help at all, but I have anxiety, panic disorder, and maybe even schizophrenia. I thought of going to the hospital but I don't know.
It's just that I'm an ex gangster and it's not easy asking for help is all I'm saying. What can I do with an ego this big. My friends try n help me but I do t know.
I agree it can be hard to seek help, especially when you're not used to asking for help or when there's a social stigma attached to asking for help. I think asking for help is a sign of strength rather than weakness as it takes a lot of courage to admit you are in need of help.
I think the fact that you don't know how to handle your situation and that you aren't getting help from others is reason enough to ask for help. Nobody is perfect and nobody can be. My suggestion is to tell yourself you have a problem that can be alleviated in a easier and more timely manner if you seek out help.
Need some help on self injury asap 
