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Old 04-23-2012, 06:23 AM   #1
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Wink Cutter and head-beater

Hi. This is my first post.
I'm a cutter by a (few and between)bizarre impulse [someone spoke of the "subconsciousness" in a thread, but my instances are more severe than ie: stubbed toe]. A paramedic once told me not to repeat this to a doctor, ;it'd would only be interpreted as voices, voices of which I do not hear.

The punching of the head and face is what I truly wanted to bring up. I always insisted to myself that it was a form of self punishment. That is contradicted in this forum section, though I'm inclined to not rule that out at all. [strongly disagree]. I believe it's too deep-rooted a deal.

Anyone who relates that can share experiences similar in their lives would be hugely appreciated.

I won't hurt any other person or animal but only myself. I suppose even in fits, my ethics are still in full play. There's beef there, to me, that seems obvious. Otherwise why not take it out on what is usually a person instigating the act? or even inanimate objects?

Anyways, this is my first post. Hey. I look forward to insight waiting to be gained here and opportunities to possibly help others.

 
Old 04-23-2012, 06:45 AM   #2
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Re: Cutter and head-beater

I can't find an area to properly introduce myself, so I'll designate this place...

Cutter of 29 years. Last week was my worst slash. The diagonal suture of 12 knots located on my forearm is still 3-4 days from removal.

I wasn't suicidal. In fact, the three inch gaping laceration put me in a state of panic so as to receive help. If you didn't know me(like many doctors, paramedics, police officers, nurses et cetera do not) You'd assume it was "an attempt" given the wound on display amongst other rather large scarmaps of history. My trigger of this incident, a person, has been removed from the picture, so I can only hope I keep my hands to myself like a gentleman. As for cutting for "relief?" That seemed to have been a phase for me up until the early 20s. Eh, I'm done. I really just wanted to introduce myself.

I'd also like to add: It's unfortunate that there is no section for sexuality issues. Can a place even exist online?

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