I've not been on here in so long. I missed you guys. Anyways...
So up until a couple days ago, I went a little over three months without cutting. That is huge for me since most of the time, I do good to go a week. It wouldn't be as bad if I just slipped a time or two. But considering it was way more than that, it just seems like I accomplished nothing because I gave in.
It's almost like I am used to cutting off and on, and it usually doesn't bother me like this if I have times where I take a few steps back. But this time, I can't get passed it. I feel stupid for saying this, but the more I think about the slip up, the more I cut. It's like pouring salt into a wound, and even though it hurts like hell, you pour more salt. That's the way it seems to me anyway.