One of those days nothing goes right.
Today seems to be one of those days where every time I turn around, I feel the need to hurt myself. I have gone downhill over the past two weeks. I've been depressed for a while but I haven't realized how bad it has actually gotten until this morning. I've taken my medication consistently for a while now. I used to be really bad about stopping them and not telling anyone. It seems that when I want to help myself for the better, it always blows up in face. When I'm already feeling down, every thing seems to intensify, especially my emotions. I'm sure it's like that with a lot of people, I just feel there is nothing I can do to make things better other then to suck it up. I keep trying to tell myself, "when nothing goes right, go left"